I'm emotionally unwell. I am still hurting and its been almost two months. I do not know when my heart will heal (or if it ever will). I am feeling so drained and so unworthy. Honestly, I don't know if I even really like myself all that much right now. It seems like I keep making mistakes and I continue to be punished for them. Although part of me just wants to give up on everything, I have decided that I am too good for that.
I can do this for myself. I can continue to work on me. Heck, maybe that's what this is all about--learning to put me first. I'm still making better (though not perfect) choices. I am still moving forward. I'm another pound closer to my goal. I've been working out consistently.
Even if no one else cares, I do.
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